Tuesday, August 24, 2010

I just want to say upfront this is more for me to let something off my chest. So please don't be offended.

So this morning I was going through some things from back in the day. It was so nice to see the memories, but I can't help but feel bad for the things I didn't do. I loved school, I just know I didn't do my best. I was always trying so hard to fit in when really just being yourself is what did the trick. I didn't even give myself a chance. I was trying to be what they wanted me to be. After reading things about the people from High School you realize that people are not who you think they are. I am one I have to learn things the hard way, but I am hoping I can help my kids not live the same way.

Every time I look at my senior swimming pics I feel so awful. I was suppose to be the team captain, but for me I was so wrapped up in feeling sorry for myself that I had hurt my shoulder, and was not able to compete that I let my team down. So I am saying sorry to all my team mates who should of had a better example to look up to. I gave up soon as the doc said your done.

I am just so glad that we all have the ability to forgive and forget. I know we learn and grow through our trials even when they are so small.

If you need a place to let your sorries out you can do it here. I hope I am not the only one with regrets from the past.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010



I love summer time. It is so fun to go explore parks, and go on hikes. Today I have been thinking alot on how grateful I am for my healthy little ones. They are so much fun, and some stress.
We have 2 sheep and lately they think it is fun to get out, but my little cowgirl Abby just goes out and puts them away. I don't even have to ask. She is so awesome.
We are selling her horse as of Tuesday, and she said, " You can only sale my horse as long as you promise to buy me a black and white paint, or a palamino." I love that she knows what she wants.
My little Colton is on a skateboarding kick. I have no idea where he got it from, but it is cheaper than a motorcycle that he has been asking for.
Baby Miley holy cow! She is my little scooter. She is always on the go. She stands by the door and says."Penny mom Penny". In her words that means she wants to go ride the horses. She is always runnin one way or another. I am just glad she has not grown out of the nap stage. Cause I need that 2 hour break to sit, put my feet up, and have a pepsi.
Today would have to be the longest day ever. We got some bad news this morning, and waiting for Jon to get home seems like a century. I know things happen for a reason, but I am still going to cry over it. There is always a good thing that comes out of a bad thing. So we are going to have to hold on to the good for a while. I am just so grateful that my family is all healthy and strong.